Theevilqueen, 44

Beautifully Complicated I am a pre-op MTF transwoman. I am still currently married but we are separated. She is wonderful but she in not attracted to women so there lies the problem. I am bisexual and after I began my transition I had this intense attraction for men. Still attracted to women, though, things felt overly complicated to be in another relationship with a woman. I'm getting over this need to compare myself with other women so the complication is no longer an issue. This is where I am now. I still want to be in a relationship with a guy but I cannot give up women, either. What I am hoping to find is a couple who love each other deeply but want to expand their relationship. I am more interested in love, though, S-- is important. That is something that I would get into once I get to know whomever.

I have been in a poly relationship in the past with 2 other women. They thought of me as a man at the time. The biggest issue was jealousy. That is something I definitely do not want in a future relationship. There is enough drama in my life without adding more.

A little more about me. I love learning new thing and love video games a little too much. I am an artist. I draw and paint with my apartment being my little gallery. I love animals and nature. Then again, I'm very much a geek. Technology fascinates me. Classic muscle cars give me chills. I'm simply complicated.