Terrorsteel, 42

Open and honest I want someone I can be myself wholly and truly with. I'm a weird guy and I strive to be weirder if possible. It's hard for me to connect with people on a personal and/or intellectual level. It makes me rather anti-social, but that's why I've made this profile and others like it on other sites/apps: to put myself on display and push myself to be less shy.I absorb data and personality traits, seeking to understand humanity, the universe and how to two interrelate. It makes me a very sympathetic person, to the point I can actually have sympathy pains when someone else is hurt (so I'm not into the b d s m scene for that reason alone). I care about people and their rights as though they were me, I'm a more selfless person for that. Open communication and understanding is the most important aspect of any relationship. I'm usually quiet, but will often use these "About Me" sections to their fullest, or text chat people slowly with thoughtful, sometimes poetic or ----y, paragraphs.One thing that may be a deal-breaker is that I want at least one kid. 1; to have a genetic offspring. It would be insulting if my lover thought my genes weren't good enough to procreate. 2; to have the chance to be a good father and raise a child to be their best and better than me. Evolution by heredity and soul.I don't mind dating moms or older women (or younger women or women in open relationships for that matter).My goal is happiness for everyone, to love & support as many people as best I can. While my focus would be on you as my true love(s) who have earned my trust & loyalty, this includes caring about your family, any children regardless of when and with who you choose to have them, your lovers, your lovers' family and children and their lovers, and so on. And respecting each other.If I only found one true love, that's just as fine as if I had more. More important to me is the openness to all the possibilities of love that this world has to offer. Love is infinite, but I have to concede that time, money, opportunity are not. "You can't always get what you want. But if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need." Desire does not mean unhappiness or disloyalty. Desire to what makes us reach for better, and it is why humanity has reached for the furthest stars, the deepest oceans, and the newest technology. I don't want a woman who is "satisfied" with me. I want someone who loves me. If she desires other things or men, that is alright. If we love the same things or women, that is heaven on earth.I don't need love. I want it. I could be content with being single the rest of my life as I have been. But I want that warmth I feel when I please another person, especially one who I have the privilege of knowing they know me and love me as a whole person. The flesh and the mind. The soft touch and understanding of another. The communicating of respect for each other as good people, for each other and by ourselves.It really is far simpler than these statements might convey. But in a world of two-facedness and assumptions about others, I try to be as clear as I can about what I want.If you want what I want, drop me a line. Drop me a flirt. Drop me an invitation. In a world of overly aggressive men, I choose to be passive and let you decide the rules of engagement. I'll take a more active role once I know what you want, what I can do to please you, and if we can work out (either as friends or lovers). So, by all means, tell me.